Sad day for me

I'm kinda sad.. I couldn't help my brother.. I wanna help him but I don't know how.
I love my family but I'm such an unreliable person. I feel pathetic. I feel miserable.

Rantings of a broken mind

I really don't have anything to say.. last week my mind was filled with so many thoughts.. I wanted to write a blog last week but I wasn't able to.. Work was tiring boss demanding shit from yah.. It was a stressful week.. it's still stressful right now.. Come to think of it I'm always stressed.. stressed from family, from work, from this god forsaken life... The typhoon last week was a fucking pain.. killed so many people and made things worst for a lot of folks..

The government people warned them.. but they never listened.. How come people are so hard headed? Are the things inside yer house that important? are they more important than yer own life? C'mon! people got flooded coz they didn't listed to the warnings.. the people in the landslide prone areas got buried coz they never listened.. I mean they always say "sanay na kami dito kaya di kami natatakot" (we're used to it so we're not scared) look what happened now.. It's really fucked up.

We've been visited by thousands of storms, typhoons.. and a whole lotta shit came our way.. but I gotta hand it to all the flips.. always smiling always happy no matter what the situation. Life is hard but they just gotta smile. What ever happened, happened for a reason and thats life.  hehehe.. while I'm writing this blog the  person next to me is watching porn... gotta concetrate >.<

Okay I'm done.. can't think of anything else to say.. DAMN PORN!!

Nabasa Nyo na ba ito? Di ako makapaniwala.. nag iisip ba sya?

Nabasa nyo na  ba ito?alam ba nya ang kanyang pinagsasabi? aba aba binibini.. maghunos dili ka.. dapat ay pagisipan mo muna ng mabuti ang mga pangyayari.. hindi porket nasa dakong ibayo ka ay may karapatan kanang mag sabi sabi ng ganyan... alam mo bang napakaraming inosenteng tao ang nasalanta ng bagyong ito? ano ang sinasabi mong sinners? eto ang masasabi ko sayo binibini.. KAHIT SAANG LUBALOP KAPA NG DAIGDIG MARAMI ANG MAKASALANAN!! tandan mo yan.. ang mga mumos at ang mga may edad nasalanta din sila.. natural may masasamang tao na napektohan dito pero hindi namansapat yan para sabihin mo na karapat dapat ang nangyari sa kanila.. TAO KA PA BA? MAY UTAK KABA binibining BERMEJO? 

MAHIYA KA NAMAN SA BALAT MO.. IKINAHIHIYA KITA BILANG ISANG PILIPINO.. buti nalang di tayo magkakilala.. dahil prangka akong tao baka mas masahol pa dito ang masabi ko.. Wala akong pamilya sa manila dahil nasa pampanga kami pero naawa ako sa mga nasalanta.. mayaman man sila o mahirap.. dahil hindi madali ang nangyari sa kanila..

Siguro ikaw pinalaki kang wlang problema sa buhay kaya nasasabi mo ang mga bagay na yan.. di ko rin alam kung lasing ka nung mga sandaling sinabi mo ang mga katagang iyan.. pero bilang isang normal na tao makakaramdam ka naman ng awa at lungkot kahit konti man lang..

Naawa ako sayo.. dahil isa ka sa mang mang ng lipunan.. sana sa susunod pag isipan mo muna ng mabuti ang mga sinasabi mo.. 

Ayan nasabi ko na ang gusto ko masabi.. hanggang dito nalang..

patawad sayo binibining Jacque.. sana sa susunod gamitin mo ang iyong utak kahit konti lang din..